A Film

It was this. It became this.
I wanted it to be this.
It could be like this.
It would’ve been like this.
It should’ve been like this.
But it is what it is. After so many phases and episodes of our good and our bad, who knew the final movie of us would end up the way I never viewed it to be. It was all good then things got blurred and twisted. I tried to fix it. But the hours flew away and the seasons changed. The many cups of caffeine, the seconds that slipped away from every lyric of an Ed Sheeran song, all the late night walks I did alone, every place I went just to think and not one moment did you ever not cross my mind. You were the ultimate star to me and indeed you deserve an Oscar for that. You were my best moment, my best movie. You were the best worst scene. Though I’d never cut you. The movie has ended as you and I did. It’s time to leave the cinema, yet I’m still here.